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Life "Far Outside the Government's Control": A Place Where You Can Listen to Voice of America

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  • Interviewer: Thank you for accepting my interview. Could you tell me when you were born? You can just name the decade.
  • I was born in the 1960s.
  • Interviewer: Could you tell me where in China you lived between 1966 and 1976?
  • My family lived in Nanjing from 1966 to 1970. We moved to Guangdong in 1970, and then to Shanghai in 1976.
  • Interviewer: Since you were born in the 1960s, you may not have many strong memories of the Cultural Revolution.
  • I remember a little bit. In 1966, when [everyone] was writing the “big-character posters,” my mom sent my grandma back to her hometown.
  • I grew up with my grandma, and she spoiled me a lot.
  • So, I remember it very well – I was sad when she left, since I was very dependent on her.
  • After that, my parents went to May 7 cadre school and sent me to a boarding kindergarten.
  • I have an especially deep memory of this -- I remember that my grandma was gone, and I didn’t know anybody in the kindergarten, so I did not like going.
  • Every time my parents took me to the kindergarten, the teacher held onto me and asked my parents to say goodbye quickly.
  • Interviewer: Do you remember whether or not your mother said why your grandma was sent back to her hometown?
  • [It was] because of the Cultural Revolution. [People] started writing “big-character posters.”
  • Grandma’s family background was bad – [she came from] rich peasant landlords.
  • Interviewer: Where was [your grandma’s] hometown?
  • Hunan.
  • During that time, landlords were criticized with “big-character posters.”
  • My mom said the elderly could not bear it, and it would also have a bad effect on the children.
  • In addition, my brother was [already] about 10 years old. So [they] sent my grandma away.
  • Interviewer: So your grandma stayed in her hometown from then on?
  • No, she came back later -- many years later, back to Shanghai.
  • I remember that time left a deep impression on me.
  • My parents went to the May 7 cadre school.
  • My brother was probably also sent to full-time childcare. I can’t quite remember.
  • I remember what left a deep impression on me was that [my parents told me they] would pick me up [from kindergarten] on Saturdays.
  • I thought, hey, how come some kids get picked up on Fridays?
  • I remember staring out the window, waiting for them to come.
  • Sometimes it was Saturday afternoon before they got there.
  • I waited so anxiously. Many years later, I talked about this with my parents, and they felt guilty about it, too.
  • But at that time, because of their situation, they had no way around it.
  • They were under intense pressure – “big-character posters, May 7 cadre school,” and everything else.
  • Their position is understandable.
  • Interviewer: What happened then? Did you hear about their experiences?
  • Actually, I have some impression of it.
  • Sometimes on the weekend, we’d go home.
  • [During the] Cultural Revolution, our family lived in Nanjing. At one point we lived near Zhongshan Gate – we were so close, we’d often go to Zhongshan Gate to play.
  • Next to our house was the Mechanical and Electrical School.
  • My parents worked for the geology department, and after they arrived in Guangdong, they worked for an ocean research institute.
  • One day -- I don’t remember how I ended up going there -- I saw a group of young people hiding behind the [Mechanical and Electrical School] building,
  • holding sticks and spears and saying that their opponents were on their way.
  • I saw a group of kids running towards us, also holding those red-tasseled spears.
  • I heard someone say “Run!” so I ran away, not even daring to look back.
  • I did not witness what happened next, but later I heard that the violent struggle was really fierce that day.
  • Interviewer: Were they college students?
  • Yes, [they were] from the Electrical Engineering School – they must’ve been college students.
  • Interviewer: You must’ve been very small [at that time], but you had the courage to go watch [them fighting] -- you must’ve been following other children, right?
  • Probably. I don’t remember exactly how I got there, just that I got scared and ran away when the others did.
  • I only came back on weekends -- because I was staying in full-time childcare.
  • Interviewer: Do you think the decade of the Cultural Revolution impacted your life later? Are you interested in this topic?
  • The impact wasn’t that deep.
  • During the later phase of the Cultural Revolution (1966-1976), there was not as serious an impact as in the early stage, and after all, life was relatively simple at that time.
  • I remember collecting some things, like stamps, candy wrappers… My family collected Chairman Mao badges.
  • We collected hundreds of them and liked to compare, to see who had newer ones.
  • After the Cultural Revolution, we had many boxes of Chairman Mao badges, and I didn’t know what to do with them.
  • Interviewer: I remember we also had the same experience.
  • We also compared whose Chairman Mao badges were more beautiful.
  • Interviewer: Where did your parents attend the May 7 cadre school?
  • It must’ve been in suburban Nanjing, since my family was in Nanjing.
  • I don’t remember them going elsewhere.
  • Interviewer: You know, there were not many people who lived in as many places as you did during the decade of the Cultural Revolution.
  • Right. [My parents] moved with their work units.
  • I still remember that their entire work unit moved from Nanjing to Guangdong to work on oil and geological exploration.
  • On the train to Guangdong, their work unit reserved two or three sleeper cars, and all the adults and children I knew were on them.
  • They were all from the same work unit.
  • We stayed in Guangdong for many years.
  • Even though Guangdong was experiencing the Cultural Revolution as well, it didn’t seem to be impacted that much, being far [from the capital.]
  • Interviewer: That’s something I wanted to ask you about -- if you lived in so many places, your feelings about the Cultural Revolution might be different from those who stayed in one place.
  • When we moved to Guangdong, we were like foreigners. Local Guangdong people spoke Cantonese, and their lifestyle was also different.
  • At the time, we lived in Zhanjiang. Zhanjiang is on Leizhou Peninsula, across the [Qingzhou] Strait from Hainan Island.
  • In addition to my parents’ work unit, there were many [other] non-locals living there, as well as three big Naval divisions –the Political Department,
  • the Military Command Department, and the Logistics Department.
  • So we often hung out with [their children] a lot, and we spoke Mandarin at school.
  • Actually, our Cantonese was not very good, because we did not have frequent interactions with the local Guangdong people.
  • Interviewer: It seems it wasn’t much like Beijing, where some work units went on strike, or stopped production to make revolution.
  • Interviewer: [It seems like] your parents were still working during that time.
  • Yes. Except for some minor effects in the early stage, [they] were still working, including the time when Xisha was at war.
  • My family was in Guangdong at that time. Some of my parents’ coworkers happened to be on a work-related trip on Xisha Island at that time.
  • Later, they told us they hid in the basement, not even knowing that Xisha was at war.
  • It was only after they came out that they knew what was going on.
  • Interviewer: Maybe it differed between work units.
  • Interviewer: Not every unit was focused on the revolution -- your parents’ unit worked as usual, like many army units – a lot of them weren’t involved in the Cultural Revolution.
  • Right. [The Cultural Revolution] had little influence on Guangdong, because [we were] far outside the government’s control.
  • My father began to learn English in 1972, 1973; he listened to broadcasts from Hong Kong, listened to Voice of America.
  • I have a deep impression of this.
  • Interviewer: Oh really? You could listen to [the radio from Hong Kong] during the Cultural Revolution?
  • Yes. I remember clearly, it was before 1976, and he even asked for a book to be sent to him from Hong Kong.
  • The book was produced really nicely, with very thin, almost transparent, but high-quality paper.
  • Every time my father listened to VOA, we would all know it.
  • [Hums “Yankee Doodle”]: “This is the Voice of America” – we thought it was funny, this little “bourgeois” sound.
  • Interviewer: If this had happened in Beijing, VOA would have been the enemy station.
  • Yes, but Guangdong is far away [from the capital].
  • Interviewer: Your experiences are really interesting.
  • Most of the people I’ve interviewed stayed in one place during those ten years, but you moved between three locations.
  • Yes. I remember that when I was on the train to Shanghai in 1976, I heard the news that [Premier] Zhou Enlai had passed away.
  • Everyone was shocked and looked serious. I remember that very well.
  • Interviewer: Very good. Thank you again for the interview.