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Life "Far Outside the Government's Control": A Place Where You Can Listen to Voice of America

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Interviewer: Thank you for accepting my interview. Could
you tell me when you were born? You can just name the decade.

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I was born in the 1960s.

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Interviewer: Could you tell me where in China you lived
between 1966 and 1976?

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My family lived in Nanjing from 1966 to 1970. We moved to
Guangdong in 1970, and then to Shanghai in 1976.

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Interviewer: Since you were born in the 1960s, you may not
have many strong memories of the Cultural Revolution.

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I remember a little bit. In 1966, when [everyone] was
writing the “big-character posters,” my mom sent my grandma back to her
hometown.

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I grew up with my grandma, and she spoiled me a lot.

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So, I remember it very well – I was sad when she left,
since I was very dependent on her.

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After that, my parents went to May 7 cadre school and sent
me to a boarding kindergarten.

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I have an especially deep memory of this -- I remember
that my grandma was gone, and I didn’t know anybody in the kindergarten,
so I did not like going.

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Every time my parents took me to the kindergarten, the
teacher held onto me and asked my parents to say goodbye quickly.

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Interviewer: Do you remember whether or not your mother
said why your grandma was sent back to her hometown?

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[It was] because of the Cultural Revolution. [People]
started writing “big-character posters.”

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Grandma’s family background was bad – [she came from]
rich peasant landlords.

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Interviewer: Where was [your grandma’s] hometown?

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Hunan.

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During that time, landlords were criticized with
“big-character posters.”

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My mom said the elderly could not bear it, and it would
also have a bad effect on the children.

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In addition, my brother was [already] about 10 years old.
So [they] sent my grandma away.

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Interviewer: So your grandma stayed in her hometown from
then on?

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No, she came back later -- many years later, back to
Shanghai.

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I remember that time left a deep impression on me.

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My parents went to the May 7 cadre school.

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My brother was probably also sent to full-time childcare.
I can’t quite remember.

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I remember what left a deep impression on me was that [my
parents told me they] would pick me up [from kindergarten] on
Saturdays.

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I thought, hey, how come some kids get picked up on
Fridays?

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I remember staring out the window, waiting for them to
come.

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Sometimes it was Saturday afternoon before they got
there.

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I waited so anxiously. Many years later, I talked about
this with my parents, and they felt guilty about it, too.

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But at that time, because of their situation, they had no
way around it.

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They were under intense pressure – “big-character
posters, May 7 cadre school,” and everything else.

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Their position is understandable.

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Interviewer: What happened then? Did you hear about their
experiences?

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Actually, I have some impression of it.

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Sometimes on the weekend, we’d go home.

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[During the] Cultural Revolution, our family lived in
Nanjing. At one point we lived near Zhongshan Gate – we were so close,
we’d often go to Zhongshan Gate to play.

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Next to our house was the Mechanical and Electrical
School.

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My parents worked for the geology department, and after
they arrived in Guangdong, they worked for an ocean research institute.

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One day -- I don’t remember how I ended up going there
-- I saw a group of young people hiding behind the [Mechanical and
Electrical School] building,

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holding sticks and spears and saying that their opponents
were on their way.

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I saw a group of kids running towards us, also holding
those red-tasseled spears.

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I heard someone say “Run!” so I ran away, not even
daring to look back.

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I did not witness what happened next, but later I heard
that the violent struggle was really fierce that day.

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Interviewer: Were they college students?

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Yes, [they were] from the Electrical Engineering School
– they must’ve been college students.

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Interviewer: You must’ve been very small [at that time],
but you had the courage to go watch [them fighting] -- you must’ve been
following other children, right?

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Probably. I don’t remember exactly how I got there, just
that I got scared and ran away when the others did.

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I only came back on weekends -- because I was staying in
full-time childcare.

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Interviewer: Do you think the decade of the Cultural
Revolution impacted your life later? Are you interested in this topic?

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The impact wasn’t that deep.

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During the later phase of the Cultural Revolution
(1966-1976), there was not as serious an impact as in the early stage, and
after all, life was relatively simple at that time.

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I remember collecting some things, like stamps, candy
wrappers… My family collected Chairman Mao badges.

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We collected hundreds of them and liked to compare, to see
who had newer ones.

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After the Cultural Revolution, we had many boxes of
Chairman Mao badges, and I didn’t know what to do with them.

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Interviewer: I remember we also had the same
experience.

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We also compared whose Chairman Mao badges were more
beautiful.

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Interviewer: Where did your parents attend the May 7 cadre
school?

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It must’ve been in suburban Nanjing, since my family was
in Nanjing.

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I don’t remember them going elsewhere.

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Interviewer: You know, there were not many people who
lived in as many places as you did during the decade of the Cultural
Revolution.

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Right. [My parents] moved with their work units.

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I still remember that their entire work unit moved from
Nanjing to Guangdong to work on oil and geological exploration.

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On the train to Guangdong, their work unit reserved two or
three sleeper cars, and all the adults and children I knew were on
them.

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They were all from the same work unit.

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We stayed in Guangdong for many years.

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Even though Guangdong was experiencing the Cultural
Revolution as well, it didn’t seem to be impacted that much, being far
[from the capital.]

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Interviewer: That’s something I wanted to ask you about
-- if you lived in so many places, your feelings about the Cultural
Revolution might be different from those who stayed in one place.

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When we moved to Guangdong, we were like foreigners. Local
Guangdong people spoke Cantonese, and their lifestyle was also
different.

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At the time, we lived in Zhanjiang. Zhanjiang is on
Leizhou Peninsula, across the [Qingzhou] Strait from Hainan Island.

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In addition to my parents’ work unit, there were many
[other] non-locals living there, as well as three big Naval divisions
–the Political Department,

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the Military Command Department, and the Logistics
Department.

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So we often hung out with [their children] a lot, and we
spoke Mandarin at school.

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Actually, our Cantonese was not very good, because we did
not have frequent interactions with the local Guangdong people.

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Interviewer: It seems it wasn’t much like Beijing, where
some work units went on strike, or stopped production to make
revolution.

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Interviewer: [It seems like] your parents were still
working during that time.

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Yes. Except for some minor effects in the early stage,
[they] were still working, including the time when Xisha was at war.

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My family was in Guangdong at that time. Some of my
parents’ coworkers happened to be on a work-related trip on Xisha Island
at that time.

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Later, they told us they hid in the basement, not even
knowing that Xisha was at war.

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It was only after they came out that they knew what was
going on.

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Interviewer: Maybe it differed between work units.

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Interviewer: Not every unit was focused on the revolution
-- your parents’ unit worked as usual, like many army units – a lot of
them weren’t involved in the Cultural Revolution.

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Right. [The Cultural Revolution] had little influence on
Guangdong, because [we were] far outside the government’s control.

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My father began to learn English in 1972, 1973; he
listened to broadcasts from Hong Kong, listened to Voice of America.

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I have a deep impression of this.

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Interviewer: Oh really? You could listen to [the radio
from Hong Kong] during the Cultural Revolution?

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Yes. I remember clearly, it was before 1976, and he even
asked for a book to be sent to him from Hong Kong.

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The book was produced really nicely, with very thin,
almost transparent, but high-quality paper.

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Every time my father listened to VOA, we would all know
it.

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[Hums “Yankee Doodle”]: “This is the Voice of
America” – we thought it was funny, this little “bourgeois”
sound.

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Interviewer: If this had happened in Beijing, VOA would
have been the enemy station.

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Yes, but Guangdong is far away [from the capital].

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Interviewer: Your experiences are really interesting.

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Most of the people I’ve interviewed stayed in one place
during those ten years, but you moved between three locations.

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Yes. I remember that when I was on the train to Shanghai
in 1976, I heard the news that [Premier] Zhou Enlai had passed away.

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Everyone was shocked and looked serious. I remember that
very well.

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Interviewer: Very good. Thank you again for the
interview.