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"We just thought that this seemed to be part of the revolution, copying 'big-character posters'…"

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Interviewer: Thank you for taking part in the CR/10
project.

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Interviewer: We'd like to give you the next 10 minutes to
share your most salient memories of the 10-year Cultural Revolution with us
-- anything that left you with a deep impression.

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Interviewer: You may even talk about your own feelings
toward the Cultural Revolution. Before we start, I'd like you to first talk
about where you were living during those 10 years.

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10 years?

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Interviewer: Where you lived during the 10 years of the
Cultural Revolution.

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Oh, between 1966 and 1976.

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Interviewer: Right.

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Oh, it's like this. It was quite a long time ago, about 40
or 50 years. In 1966, I was still in middle school in Zhoupu Town, Nanhui
County, a suburban district of Shanghai.

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[I stayed there] from 1966 to 1972. [1966] was the very
beginning of the Cultural Revolution. Then, in 1972, I got a chance to work
in the Shanghai Museum,

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...so I lived in Shanghai, and worked on the restoration
of cultural relics until 1987. Then I came to U.S. at the end of 1987.

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Interviewer: Could you tell us in which decade were you
born? You don't need to say the exact year; just the decade will do.

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OK. The decade—it was the 1950s.

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Interviewer: OK, then. Please share your thoughts,
impressions, or memories of the Cultural Revolution.

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My thoughts—how can I put this? I’ll just talk about
my memories. I'll look back a bit.

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Young people probably don’t know [about the Cultural
Revolution], but everyone in my generation had some degree of
experience.

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The earliest [experience] was when the Cultural Revolution
had just started in 1966. I was merely a middle school student. I did not
understand so much [about the Cultural Revolution].

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Actually, I only had a hazy idea. I just knew that [we]
followed Chairman Mao's call to carry out the Cultural Revolution. This was
the first stage.

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And then it was 1967. That's when the Destroy the Four Olds,
Cultivate the Four News campaign began.

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In the beginning, we really didn't have any idea how to
write "big-character posters" or criticize Revisionism and bourgeois
thinking.

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However, these things were slowly being carried out—we
only knew what they were [but did not know how to do them]. In the
beginning, it was just "do field study on farms and in factories".

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Then, people were making Chairman Mao badges in the
factories. At that time, classes were suspended.

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"Do field study on farms and in factories" was when we
were assigned to small factories. Each day, we'd go there to make Chairman
Mao badges for a few hours.

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We didn't go to school, and we didn't know how to write
“big-character posters." Later, we did the Cultural Revolution "great
networking."

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People our age had never left Shanghai. At that time, we'd
never had the chance. People were curious [about what other places were
like] during the "great networking."

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Interviewer: Where did you go?

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I was in the last group that joined in the reception of
Red Guards by Chairman Mao. I went to Beijing by train.

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This was the last train to Beijing [for the "great
networking"], because the "great networking" had almost come to an end. [We
were the last] because we were relatively young.

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The high school students and college students older than
us had already gone, and those who were younger did not dare go because
their parents would worry.

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So, one time, I sneaked out, without letting my parents
know. I took the train to Beijing with two other girls, my classmates.

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This had a deep effect on me. I think people at that time
were quite simple, quite guileless. We did not purchase the tickets [for
the train]. It was free.

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After arriving in Beijing, we saw Red Guards
everywhere—students. A lot of Beijing's Red Guards [came to welcome us]
with little red flags.

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The students coming out of the train stood in a line—we
did not know each other—we stood in a line and [the Red Guards] assigned
us to stay with different families.

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At that time, we three girls were assigned [to stay with]
a worker’s family. They had two bedrooms.

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The houses in Beijing were really big, and Shanghai’s
could not compare with them. The houses in Shanghai were really small.

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[The worker's family] was very nice. They had their two
daughters stay in the parents' room with them, and they gave us three girls
an empty room to stay in.

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Also, they didn't charge us. We lived there for about
three weeks. Every day, we woke up at 5 or 6 a.m. to do military-style
exercises, to prepare for meeting Chairman Mao.

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So, we'd line up and do these drills. This [training]
continued for over two weeks. Next, there was the food.

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We went a cafeteria to eat after the military training.
This was free, too. There was Chinese cabbage, cellophane noodles, and
other noodles. Everything was free.

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After eating, our major mission was to go to places like
Tsinghua University and Peking University to copy "big-character
posters."

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[On those campuses], the movement was happening on a grand
scale. The campuses were covered in "big-character posters." We actually
did not really understand it.

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We just thought that this seemed to be part of the
revolution, copying "big-character posters" counted as making
revolution.

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So after two or three weeks of going back and forth
[between military training and the universities], we went back home.

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Interviewer: Did you see Chairman Mao?

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Yes, I did. It was the eighth time [Chairman Mao received
the Red Guards]. Every day, we did drills, and then the eighth time
[Chairman Mao received the Red Guards],

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the members of our small team walked two or three hours to
[Tiananmen Square]. It was far, since we had been assigned to all different
places [to stay].

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We sat down in the square and waited. [Chairman Mao] was
actually quite far away from us. He sat in a car and waved while the car
drove along.

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Actually, we could not see him because we were so far
away, but we were all excited, and everyone wept!

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It was because we never imagined—because it was the
first time for us to come to Beijing and see Chairman Mao.

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Our feeling toward Chairman Mao was that he was the “red
sun.” I remember it deeply—we would energetically respond to whatever
he said.

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Another thing is that we used to see Tiananmen Square only
in movies.

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We had never been there ourselves to see it. We were
already excited just to be standing in Tiananmen Square. So we were quite
[emotional].

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So our mood at that time was...But the thing I care about
most is that at the time, people who were total strangers would welcome
[us] students to live in their houses for weeks.

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What's more, if you fell ill, they would come and take
care of you. I think this spirit was quite noble. These days, people would
lock the iron door.

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People do not trust each other -- they don't trust anyone.
I think this aspect of social relationships is quite different from
now.

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Let’s get back to what happened after the Cultural
Revolution "great networking." We were relatively young at that time.

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We did not join in any serious struggle, and we did not
yet have the concept of [struggling against] teachers. But we had seen some
struggle meetings out in society.

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Some "capitalist-roaders," like factory leaders or
political party branch secretaries, would be made to wear signboards [while
being struggled against].

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We did not really know what people were struggling against
[in these meetings]. But there is one thing: when I saw that the
"capitalist-roaders" had to kneel for two or three hours,

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I felt this was physical torture. This is what I saw.
However, you could not say anything about it at that time, because that was
revolution.

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People did not think there was anything negative in the
revolution. That's how things were. Later, since we personally experienced
the Cultural Revolution… until around 1968, or 1967.

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A lot of students joined the rebel faction, though fairly
speaking, it wasn’t that many. There were probably more [who joined] in
the factories.

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We students set up a propaganda team ourselves. It was
spontaneous.

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We did not go back to school, since at the time, classes
were suspended and we did not have the chance to go back to school.

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So, we organized a Mao Zedong Thought propaganda team. We
often went to the countryside to promote Mao Zedong Thought.

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This was also a form of revolution. We were together with
the poor and lower-middle peasants. Actually, I think people's thoughts at
that time were pure and simple.

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This left me with a deep impression. Also, we all paid our
own way [in the propaganda team]. Our parents gave us a little pocket
money.

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The peasants in the countryside were very happy. That’s
[because] there was little entertainment at that time – almost none.

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[The peasants] were already happy enough seeing that
[we’d] gone there to sing and dance. After we arrived in the countryside,
[we] set up the stage, a countryside-style stage.

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Then at night, we slept in the production team's classroom
in the school. We all carried our own blankets, and walked for miles to
move between production teams.

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We went to several [places], touring [and performing] like
this for about six months. At that time, I was quite happy, singing and
dancing together with several kids my own age.

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After this, time passed quickly. Classes still had not
resumed; school was still not back to normal. [The government] had no
choice [but to find the youth something to do].

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Since the classes had been suspended for several years,
and some young people didn’t take part in social activities. They had
nothing to do.

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They went out to find trouble, fighting in the streets,
sometimes getting into gang fights.

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The young people were at the stage of physical maturation,
as well as the stage in which their thinking was changing a lot, so [they
were] not so stable.

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Under such circumstances, Chairman Mao encouraged all the
Educated Youth to go “up to the mountains and down to the
countryside.”

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[Workers] didn’t go to the factory to do regular work.
As for the hospital, there were only doctors, but they rarely saw patients.
The doctors only treated you when there was an emergency.

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There were no classes at school. What could we students
do? We all went “up to the mountains and down to the countryside.”

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This was result of having nowhere to go, so [we] could
only go "up to the mountains and down to the countryside."

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We were sent to do training in the “school of the
countryside.” This is--

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Interviewer: Was the countryside [you went to] far away
from your home?

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We lived in a suburban district of Shanghai, so [our area]
was quite close to the countryside.

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I think the people who went down to the countryside early
on were not sent so far away [from home].

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People like us went to the countryside near the suburbs
because we were from the suburbs. It was in the same county.

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Whether they were junior high or high school students, the
three classes of 1966, 1967 and 1968 joined production teams in their own
local suburban counties.

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The younger students in 1969, 1970 and 1971 went to places
further away, because the suburban area was already full of people and
there was no place for them.

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Another thing is, the [Educated Youth] who went to the
countryside earliest started to go at the end of 1968. The later ones went
at the end of 1969.

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It was this year, more or less. Some were unwilling to go
to the countryside at first, but you had nowhere else to go, so you had to
go.

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Later, [if] the elder siblings in your family had already
been sent to the countryside, the youngest [would get to stay at
home]--

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Interviewer: Later on, how were you chosen to return to
the city?

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Yes, I’m thinking of that. When we went down, if we were
in a suburban area, we joined the production team in our own hometown
–

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but we were joining a production team, not going to a
farm. Some [Educated Youth] who lived in downtown Shanghai went to farms;
that was a different situation.

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We went to many different places, joining different
countryside production brigades.

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The production team I joined was in my own hometown, so it
was not so far away from home. You could get there by bicycle in about one
hour.

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However, since you joined the production team in the
countryside, you had to accept reeducation with a good attitude.

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That meant you had to form a partnership with the
peasants.

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You could not be afraid of the difficulty, or of being
tired. You had to learn the farm work from the very basics.

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Because of this, I think the countryside is really one big
school, a melting pot to train people. But [the good part is] the peasants
were guileless and nice.

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I was on the production team in the countryside for about
four years. I really had a lot of experiences. Compared to the standards of
your own home, the place you lived [might vary].

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I saw how it was for different production teams—some
production teams who had landlords or rich peasants [among them] had better
houses.

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When you went there as an Educated Youth, they would
assign you a small house. It wasn’t bad. However, the production team I
went to was relatively poor.

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There were no landlords or people like that. So there was
only a small grass cottage. It was extremely dirty and in poor
condition.

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There was a pigsty in the front, and a warehouse for
pesticides. Half of it was separated for you to live in. The roof was made
of grass.

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You, a young person—merely a teenager—lived in the
house alone.

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It was scary sometimes, because it was dark all around and
there was nothing else near you—in the countryside, as soon as evening
comes, it’s dark everywhere.

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But I slowly got used to it. I learned to do all kinds of
farm work after going there. I lived in a rural area.

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We planted rice, and there were two rice crops a year. The
busiest season was summer. We needed to harvest the mature rice and plant
the next round.

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We also grew cotton and rapeseed—the kind that’s used
for making rapeseed [canola] oil.

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So, even during the hardest and busiest time you
couldn’t say, “I quit. I’m going home,” and run off.

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That would prove your thinking had not been thoroughly
re-educated. Peasants worked arduously, in fact. So, you had to be the same
as them.

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At the busiest times, you had to keep on working
diligently. That would prove that you could endure the same difficulties as
them.

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Interviewer: So, later on, you were recruited to work in
Shanghai because your performance [in the countryside] was good, right?

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Yeah. I received a recommendation. If you had worked
alongside the peasants the whole time, it proved your re-education had
already been successful.

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If you often sneaked out to go home and did not go to
work, or if you did not join the work in the busiest farming season,

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they would think that your [re-education] was still
insufficient. This didn’t necessarily mean you could not [go back to the
city]. It was just that the quota was limited.

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Tens of thousands of Educated Youth had gone down to the
countryside in all different places. Only a few could go back.

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It was like a needle in a haystack. I think it was really
hard [to be picked].

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Interviewer: Thank you!